Seems like life is really short and in this short period everyone is running behind something.But what is that something,nobody is sure about it.The goal of life is decided not by the person,but in fact wherever life is taking us,we go in that direction. Sometime I feel like I am too ascetic a guy.But the next moment when I see ppl around me,it seems like I am not the only one.I am not sure what is correct and what is wrong.Sometime I feel pity for ppl who wants to do everything in a very short time period.I agree that life has become fast but that doesn't mean that we cannot afford to take out some from our precious time for those who are less privileged than us.Having said that,I realize that I too belong to such category.Want to do many things,but am too lazy to do all of them.In other words I am not competent enough to achieve everything.I feel ashamed when I see that whatever I have done till now in my life,its boundary ends at my family and friends.But whenever I have done even a bit for totally unknown person who is in need of something,I have felt a joy like never before.But I have found myself with such feelings very rarely,because of our own life's complexities and requirements.The basic problem is that the requirements of any person never ends,so the art of being happy in whatever you have,is very important.I know I am being too idealistic in saying that but its a fact. For me,to succeed in your life,you need to be crystal clear about your goals.I know that its not possible to decide in initial phase of your life.But at least you can amend your goals when its needed.I think I have an opportunity now and I WILL get what I want.I am not a coward and I have the courrage and competency to achieve what I want from my life. At the same time I am also a part of this material world only,and I don't claim that I am a saint.So,if life gives me a chance,I will first look for my family,then for me then for my native place and then for rest.I sincerely want to do something for my native place. But,as they say,you never know whats going to happen the next moment,its to be seen that till what extent I am successful in achieving the goals of my life.
